É tudo tão difícil. Eu aguento, eu sei que sim, mas é tudo tão difícil.

No fundo só quero alguém que me trate bem. Porque amar já eu amei muito, mas ser amada? I wish. Não fui feita para ser amada. O Fonseca é que tem razão: "Your days are packed with wishes and hopes for the love that you've got. You wasted all to someone that cannot love you back..."

I Would Die For You

He buried her heart still

He buried her on her own

By the cool ferns

In the rained on river bed

He took her in his arms

He carried her ghost

Through grey stone fields

He could feel her float

She said, “I would die for you"

“I would die for you”

And it all came true

It all came true

A love so dark

Against that moon

With a silken cord

She spoke too soon

She said, “I would die for you

I would die for you”

When he first laid eyes

It was like a curse

He felt his heart rise

And gravity in reverse

Her eyes full of hope

Her voice full of mourning

And her lips as red

As a shepherds warning

She said, “I would die for you"

“I would die for you”

And it all came true

It all came true

He lay her down

In the gentle earth

And kissed her eyes closed

Like it didn’t hurt

She said, “I would die for you"

“I would die for you”

“I would die for you”

“I would die for you”

And it all came true

It all came true...

Trains

When the evening reaches here

You're tying me up

I'm dying of love

It's ok...

Fodido fodido, é achar que as pessoas vão fazer por nós aquilo que nós fazemos por elas. Tenho 19 anos e parece que ainda não aprendi nada.

Seen live

Áurea, Azeitonas, Anastacia, Bombay Bicycle Club, Buraka Som Sistema, Best Youth 
Big Deal, Billy Idol, Bon Iver, Blind Zero, Crocodiles, The Cranberries, The Cure, The Cult, David Fonseca, Everything Everything, Ebony Bones, Foo Fighters, Franz Ferdinand, Gogol Bordello, Garbage, Gun, The Hives, Iggy Pop and the Stooges, Jimmy Eat World, Justice, João Só e os Abandonados, Klepth, Kaiser Chiefs, Lisa Hannigan, Luísa Sobral, The Lazy Faithful, Lucas Bora Bora, Mika, My Chemical Romance, Mia Rose, Mendes e João Só, Miguel Araujo, Miúda, Mumford & Sons, Morcheeba, Mónica Ferraz, Noah and the Whale, The Parkinsons, Tiago Bettencourt, Refused, Ringo DeathStarr, Rui Veloso, Snow Patroll, The Stone Roses, Slimmy, The Sounds, The Smashing Pumpkins, Sam Amidon, Tindersticks,, Virgem Sutã, Xutos & Pontapés, We Trust, Wolfmother, The Yardangs...

To go: The Black Keys, Sigur Rós, Blanck Mass, Crystal Castels, Blur...

Costumava ficar desiludida. Agora só dói.

11/10

Sim, eu sei que os ciúmes corroem a alma. E não, eu nunca fui assim... Eu nunca tive ciúmes. Mas que queres que eu faça? Ele trocou-me as voltas.

09/10.

Voltei a escrever... Vamos ver a merda que sai desta vez.